Eto ...

I really don't know what to write right now. It feels like I'm about to go crazy -.-' I'm not exactly as sad anymore, it just feels empty without her here. But I guess I gotta get over it, I can't be such a crybaby! Ppl die everywhere and here I am, sulking over a rabbit. God, I'm pathetic. 

But that aside, I'm gonna go back to my "happy-go-lucky"-style! That suits me WAAY better. At least, that's my opinion. I'm not the person who's made to look good while crying/sulking/being depressed. Actually, I look like Godzilla's wife.

To cheer up, I've been looking at apartements from Japan, Shibuya & Shinjuku ward ^^ I SWORE to myself to stop doing that, but since today is a special day, I overlooked this once and found some AWESOME ones. The only bad thing was that the rent was over 100.000 yen/month or that they were 2 hours with train away from Tokyo centrum. I don't wanna live so far away, so I closed the website and read some manga instead ;)

(left) Akuma to love song | Harem lodge (right)

 

I'll be okay 2morrow. I hate being sad and depressed, so no matter what I'll go back to my usual self before midnight. 'til then ... I'm gonna miss her as much as possible.